December 2011
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2011
I was waiting for this moment for months. Just the end, just to end it. I’m not feeling happy or sad, just this mixed and unbereable bunch of feelings that have been breeding my insides with mostly fear and despair for the future. I ran away from this reality to face something that I was not prepared for in another city. I came back just to feel ashamed of myself and the way I look and the...
“Be overweight. Grow a beard. Dress butch. Fit in.”
– grayscale
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So
I just began this drawings of my tumblrcrushes in pen and graphite and I’ll place them as in the tumblrs crushes chart. My idea is to have them finished by new years eve, hope I can.
I NEED MORE "THE GOOD WIFE" IN MY LIFE, PLEASE.
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FINE
Tonight I realized that I really don’t like Lana Del Rey. Even the name is awful (sounds like a sort of lame joke) and I specially don’t like her for the fact that if people wouldn’t know she “looks so hot” and therefore conclude that “she sings so sexy”, they would think she’s only an OK singer, or just a boring one.
HEARD
Its funny how eclectic and specific my year with music was. I listened to only a few of new albums, less compared to previous years but the ones I listened to entirely were the ones I felt hyperconected to, like what I wanted to hear was a much needed ladder to scape/parallel the intensity and the ups&downs from 2011. In no particular order: Zola Jesus - “Conatus” Wild Beasts -...
I like
when its visible the fact that there are gay guys in a bar half full of str8 douches. BUT I LOVED the fact that a FTM trans woman was at the bar and somebody pointed her gender situation out as it was like the biggest deal but my friend Marcela and I felt such a relief that she was there so casual as it should be. Like I am not jaded or anything, but sometimes it feels like I need to keep on...
OK
JUST FOR TONIGHT I’M GONNA PRETEND WITH ALL MY HEART THAT I CAN RELATE TO OTHER HUMAN BEINGS OUTSIDE FAMILY AND MY CLOSEST GIRLFRIENDS IN THIS HOLE OF CITY.
